this ain't a fairytale
i'm gonna find someone someday
who might actually treat me well
I thought it was different this time. And it still could be, but he said "I just feel like we're taking this way too fast." Okay. Why now? Why not a week ago, when I wasn't pulled this far under quite yet? I want to climb up to the very top of a mountain, scream my lungs out, and then cry for as long as I need to. I can't keep my mind on this right now! I need to clean so I can go out. Why do these bad thoughts always have to distract me? Go awaaaay.