Monday, March 2, 2009

i'll never be the same, i'll tell you for sure

It never leaves.

Pizzatopia, wearing your coat, Mud Man's house, Denjin arcade, when you first put your arm around me, falling asleep next to you, free ice cream, making that face at you, your laugh, your smile, the way you rocked out to your music in your car, listening to Circa Survive and just holding each other, keeping you out way past curfew, when you mouthed the words along with the song "Ecstasy" and sang it to me.

"You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy"

How are those feelings mutual for a month,
and then just disappear for you and not me?
That isn't fair.
I don't want to feel this way anymore.

Go away.
Leave me alone.
I want to be done.

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