no one knows; will they ever know?

I will never feel like I have succeeded.
I will always feel like a failure.

If there weren't so many people that I cared about, and that cared about me, I would have no problem ending my life. There are so many negative connotations of death, but I honestly believe there is something bigger and better after you die. I don't know what it is, but I want to find out.

I don't know about destiny, but I believe in fate.

Let me live in the stars and eat chocolate strawberry waffles all the time. That is my dream. But I will miss the little things.